Better In Time

"The only thing that is constant in life is change." A simple quote I've heard time and time again, that I never paid much attention to because I never connected to it quite in the way I have now. It got me thinking: If this is true, then it is also true that time heals … Continue reading Better In Time

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The Light at Rock Bottom

"Just when you think it can't get any worse, it does." This seems to be the anthem of my life and the motto for this year. In other words, rock bottom has a basement. In fact, 2017 has been the most difficult year of my life (that is saying a lot) and the past few … Continue reading The Light at Rock Bottom

A Simple Soul

They say that when life gets too overwhelming, it is natural to desire an existence of simplicity. Well, perhaps the greatest change which has occurred in me after the most difficult year of my life, is the inner peace that has now become so easy to access. After discovering this new world of peace, it … Continue reading A Simple Soul

The Aftermath

Some amount of time has now passed, and I understand that this nightmare dream of the past several weeks is my new version of permanent reality. My baby sister, Anita Punja (also known by many as Dallas), has passed from this world and is now one with the eternal energy of the Universe, resting next … Continue reading The Aftermath

The Farewell

Today was Anita's funeral and the worst day of my life...but it wasn't quite as bad as I expected, and to my surprise, I barely shed a single tear. Instead, I thought of how much I would miss her amazing mind and giant heart so full of love, her beautiful humanity and unique personality, and … Continue reading The Farewell

The Anita

*Warning: The following post is graphic and may serve as a trigger for some, but it is my journal and personal thoughts and emotions relating to the passing of my sister* Thoughts and memories flood my mind and fill my heart today. I remember when I was little and I prayed every night for a … Continue reading The Anita

Six Month Update

I haven't updated on here in quite some time, and now that it has officially been six months since the biggest change of my life, I felt it was finally time. Six months ago, I left everything I've ever known to start a new life- my married adult chapter, I like to call it. During this … Continue reading Six Month Update