Music Monday: A Memorial

In honor of my sister's birthday and her unique nature, I am going to do my first "Music Monday"- on a Tuesday because that is what she would have wanted. The following are songs that either flood my mind with memories of our time together, or songs from her playlists on our shared Spotify account … Continue reading Music Monday: A Memorial

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A Simple Soul

They say that when life gets too overwhelming, it is natural to desire an existence of simplicity. Well, perhaps the greatest change which has occurred in me after the most difficult year of my life, is the inner peace that has now become so easy to access. After discovering this new world of peace, it … Continue reading A Simple Soul

The Aftermath

Some amount of time has now passed, and I understand that this nightmare dream of the past several weeks is my new version of permanent reality. My baby sister, Anita Punja (also known by many as Dallas), has passed from this world and is now one with the eternal energy of the Universe, resting next … Continue reading The Aftermath

The Farewell

Today was Anita's funeral and the worst day of my life...but it wasn't quite as bad as I expected, and to my surprise, I barely shed a single tear. Instead, I thought of how much I would miss her amazing mind and giant heart so full of love, her beautiful humanity and unique personality, and … Continue reading The Farewell

The Anita

*Warning: The following post is graphic and may serve as a trigger for some, but it is my journal and personal thoughts and emotions relating to the passing of my sister* Thoughts and memories flood my mind and fill my heart today. I remember when I was little and I prayed every night for a … Continue reading The Anita

Six Month Update

I haven't updated on here in quite some time, and now that it has officially been six months since the biggest change of my life, I felt it was finally time. Six months ago, I left everything I've ever known to start a new life- my married adult chapter, I like to call it. During this … Continue reading Six Month Update

Spiritual Freedom

Since my awakening in 2010, I have considered myself to be a free spirit in the sense that I never really felt that I quite fit into this society, but I discovered an inner light and my soul greatly resonated with the ideas of living a life of freedom, charisma, deep love and simple joys...although … Continue reading Spiritual Freedom

Emotional Courage

I don't want to get into details or specifics about any certain area of my life, but I do want to give an open and honest update about what's been going on with me internally for the past couple of weeks (also what has kept me from being motivated to post more often for you … Continue reading Emotional Courage

Live Light

Beyond the field of wrong and right  Sometimes dark but often bright Doing my best Trusting with the rest  I watch every moment  Always full Grateful that it's never dull Going up and down and crazy All exactly where I'm meant to be  A visitor in this galaxy  It's a game and I'll play But … Continue reading Live Light