The Field

Deep within the stillness of my soul There is an experience Beyond the world of thought and emotion There lies a peace Greater than anything I’ve found in this world In this field There is a light- It sets me free On this journey Home    

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The Light at Rock Bottom

"Just when you think it can't get any worse, it does." This seems to be the anthem of my life and the motto for this year. In other words, rock bottom has a basement. In fact, 2017 has been the most difficult year of my life (that is saying a lot) and the past few … Continue reading The Light at Rock Bottom

The Aftermath

Some amount of time has now passed, and I understand that this nightmare dream of the past several weeks is my new version of permanent reality. My baby sister, Anita Punja (also known by many as Dallas), has passed from this world and is now one with the eternal energy of the Universe, resting next … Continue reading The Aftermath

The Farewell

Today was Anita's funeral and the worst day of my life...but it wasn't quite as bad as I expected, and to my surprise, I barely shed a single tear. Instead, I thought of how much I would miss her amazing mind and giant heart so full of love, her beautiful humanity and unique personality, and … Continue reading The Farewell

Six Month Update

I haven't updated on here in quite some time, and now that it has officially been six months since the biggest change of my life, I felt it was finally time. Six months ago, I left everything I've ever known to start a new life- my married adult chapter, I like to call it. During this … Continue reading Six Month Update

Spiritual Freedom

Since my awakening in 2010, I have considered myself to be a free spirit in the sense that I never really felt that I quite fit into this society, but I discovered an inner light and my soul greatly resonated with the ideas of living a life of freedom, charisma, deep love and simple joys...although … Continue reading Spiritual Freedom

Happiness VS. Peace

This post has been a long time coming because the difference between happiness and peace is so extremely significant, yet so underrated and misunderstood that I really wanted to discuss it on here. Happiness is an emotion. It is a mood, such as sadness, anger, frustration or confusion. Like all feelings, it comes and goes … Continue reading Happiness VS. Peace

Live Light

Beyond the field of wrong and right  Sometimes dark but often bright Doing my best Trusting with the rest  I watch every moment  Always full Grateful that it's never dull Going up and down and crazy All exactly where I'm meant to be  A visitor in this galaxy  It's a game and I'll play But … Continue reading Live Light

Letting Go

The greatest and most difficult lesson I have ever learned in my entire lifetime, that I still am continuously working on, is that of letting go. Not just letting go of small things, or even big things, but letting go of the external identity of self- Ego. Letting go is not forgetting. It is not … Continue reading Letting Go

The Happiness Habit

Just like you cannot change the past or predict the future or control what others think, you also cannot control anything other than yourself. Everyone in the world wants to be healthy, loved, & successful, but most do not feel that they are, and even when they are, happiness is not guaranteed. Although it is perfectly okay to … Continue reading The Happiness Habit