The perfect word to describe my dreams isĀ “crazy”; most of my dreams are-and theres no easier way to say this so i’ll just be direct-certifiably insane and full on cuh-razy. I dream every single night,
for what feels like almost all night long. I dream the strangest, most random dreams that seem to have nothing to do with anything andĀ I dream so, so many. Oftentimes whenĀ I wake up, I’m exhausted almost as ifĀ I havent slept andĀ I always remember the subjects but they’re almost never completely clear. The worst part is thatĀ I always wake up feelingĀ some unexplicable emotion that IĀ like to call “emotion X”, and it’s a very disturbing feeling thats difficult to explain and often lasts all morning and sometimes all day. I dont know why this happens or what it means, but it really bothers me and I have no idea how to stop it. The mystery of dreaming has always plagued me, andĀ although I have grown to accept these and react to them a lot more rationally now, this topic continues to fascinate me to this very day.